OR IS THE WORLD BECOMING MORE UNBEARABLE BY THE SECOND?
I know, that's a really harsh accusation, but my classes seem to be getting more and more irritating. Maybe it's because I'm feeling really sick. I would pay anything to be able to tune out other people and their useless conversations I could give two shits about. I feel angry and frustrated. When people try to talk to me, I feel like I'm being tested on my irritability levels. It's nothing against those I consider my acquaintances-- but jeez people, learn how to pick up on my vibes. It's not that hard to interpret the way I feel towards you. If I don't start a conversation, then I don't care about what you have to say. If I ever do possibly start a conversation with someone, I either genuinely care about their well-being or I am nervous to the point I fear I will spontaneously combust into flames and I need to distract myself with something else. I'm reading this over and thinking it's no wonder people don't talk to me... or sit with me... like EVER. I'm sorry if I bother the piss out of people for telling the motherfucking truth. Sorry guys, just I feel like shit when I'm sick, so I am hanging from sanity from a metaphorical thread. Hopefully I will feel better soon and... Yeah-- I'll feel better soon.
I know, that's a really harsh accusation, but my classes seem to be getting more and more irritating. Maybe it's because I'm feeling really sick. I would pay anything to be able to tune out other people and their useless conversations I could give two shits about. I feel angry and frustrated. When people try to talk to me, I feel like I'm being tested on my irritability levels. It's nothing against those I consider my acquaintances-- but jeez people, learn how to pick up on my vibes. It's not that hard to interpret the way I feel towards you. If I don't start a conversation, then I don't care about what you have to say. If I ever do possibly start a conversation with someone, I either genuinely care about their well-being or I am nervous to the point I fear I will spontaneously combust into flames and I need to distract myself with something else. I'm reading this over and thinking it's no wonder people don't talk to me... or sit with me... like EVER. I'm sorry if I bother the piss out of people for telling the motherfucking truth. Sorry guys, just I feel like shit when I'm sick, so I am hanging from sanity from a metaphorical thread. Hopefully I will feel better soon and... Yeah-- I'll feel better soon.